Where is the end?

So if you get away with your sins, and just a self-reproach is the maximum you suffer,

Is is justified, justified that there were no repercussions apart from a feeling of remorse?

And,

If you pay for your sins in kind (Noun);

And not a bit of regret, but you lose the world around you;

Is it justified?

And then, there is the third side,

when you lose it all......So whats your story?

Perpetual Culmination

How long, still how long will I ...
I don't know..staring at the picture..the words keep coming back, and i don't want to believe them..
and its not fair..why do i have to make this decision..pushing myself away, and the pictures keep coming back..
how long,,still how long and i.....i don't want to believe...
Writing the book and i wish i could write it better..a nice story to replace the terror..
and how long..still how long...
waiting till eternity, and now it hurts..taking everyting that i have...and still how long do i have to repay..
how long...still how long..
and the words keep coming back..eating my conscience..leaving a dead paranoid..
anyway..
and i don't want to believe..